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I MISS MY PERSON …
I had a person for a while … for a lot shorter of a while than I’d thought or hoped, because of a horrible and aggressive form of Astrocytoma which crept in stealthily and then unfurled and webbed it’s tendrils throughout his brain like a Yarnbombing parasite. This tumor took him away from me exactly 5 day’s ago and I don’t yet know how to talk about it – or who to talk to since he was who I texted these kinds of questions to …
The concept of 運命の赤い糸 (Unmei no Akai Ito), or The Red Thread of Fate, is a beautiful belief that two people who are destined to meet are connected by an invisible red string. No matter how far apart they are, how tangled life becomes, or how much time passes, their bond remains unbroken until they finally cross paths.
– Old Japanese Belief
A sharp stabbing pain came when looking at my phone then realizing he’d never text me again, so these messages are my attempt to heal or grieve or learning to be okay with knowing I can’t have the answers to some questions because no one knows them while alive … These are all the memories and messages as they come to mind that I am sending out into the universe hoping to remain connected and entangled. It is not created with the intent of gaining any audience.
TEXTS TO TIMOLEE IN THE EITHER 