June 7, 2025
When I got in the car to head to the music festival, one of our biggest days of the year, I was apprehensive.
I was so anxious because I didn’t know if I could make it through this experience without Breaking or losing control and just being a helpless pile of snotty tears. I didn’t know if I had control over myself as I sat in the front seat, plugging in my iPhone and taking things out of my pocket putting my bag on the floor of the passenger seat…
then I noticed something Something that I should’ve noticed 1 million times before. You had once or many ties smoked a cigarettes n my car, this tie very briefly, maybe two or three puffs at most and extinguished, it was caught in between the windshield and the little crevice where it met the dashboard right under where the stickers nagging at you that your due for an emissions Test… a very prominent spot that I look at often so I don’t know why I never saw it, but maybe I never saw it because you made it appear for me to know that you’re OK and I hope to God that is true because I never before I wanted to talk to a spirit as much as I wanna talk to you now I wanna know you’re OK. I wanna know that you’re safe and happy and free of all the pain that you spent your last days in . I love you.
TEXTS TO TIMOLEE IN THE EITHER 