June 11, 2025 I got in my car after work and quietly sat there for a minute … then I turned it on plugged in my phone and put on the song ‘Staring At The Sun’ by TV On The Radio . I had I weird day , I went into work like a one… Read more: day 8

June 9, 2025 I’m not gonna lie, today was a hard one … and I felt your absence hard. I woke up with it, trying to find comfort by clinging to your Hatred Surged shirt like a security blanked and pleading with you out loud to give me a sign … then my mind would… Read more: Day 7

June 5, 2025 tonight as we all had a drink after our particularly shitty night where the band called Jess and I liars because their friends walked out on their tab and we held them accountable. We all had a drink and just made me remember the night that you first came to my work… Read more: DAY 5

June 7, 2025 When I got in the car to head to the music festival, one of our biggest days of the year, I was apprehensive. I was so anxious because I didn’t know if I could make it through this experience without Breaking or losing control and just being a helpless pile of snotty… Read more: DAY 4